1862 February 24 Staunton, Va.

[from the diary of Joseph A. Waddell, Civilian Clerk in the Quartermaster Dept., Staunton, Va.]

Monday, Feb. 24, 1862.

I have had a talk with Va, as to my
going into the army. She, very naturally, does
not wish me to go, and thinks I ought not; but I
am doubtful as to my duty. It is very unpleasant
to me to reflect that others are encountering dangers
and hardships, while I am safe at home. I earnestly
pray that God will guide me and dispose of me
for his glory. Alas! What can I do for the great
and holy God? Blessed be his name! in his infinite
mercy, and condescension through Jesus Christ, he
condescends to care make such weak and sinful
worms as I, his instruments for good.

[transcription by Valley of the Shadow]

MSS 38-258